'There's nothing more we can do for you.'" Taking her specialist's advice, she turned over her cell phone to cut off access to drug dealers. We connected on a level that I've never connected with anybody before.But first, she smashed it on a plate and threw it in a vase of water. "It was the beginning of the process of surrendering," Lovato says.5. I thought, 'I have to have him,' but I was only 17 and he was like, 'Get away from me,'" the singer says. He was just my rock, my everything.""I've never loved anybody like I loved Wilmer and I still love him," she continues.
And while she's happily "finding out more about myself every day," De Generes was on a mission to hook her up with another star.She's doesn't have a type, per se, but she attracted to athletes."There is something sexy about someone putting in all of their physical strength into their passion," she says."I was using while I had a sober companion, and I went through like 20 sober companions. I was not easy to work with," the "Heart Attack" singer says."It's embarrassing to look back at the person I was."4. Lovato continued to use drugs in secret, and even faked drug tests using other people's urine. At her lowest, Lovato invited two "random people" to party in her hotel room and got "really, really drunk" with them before a flight in 2012.She Still Loves Ex-Boyfriend Wilmer Valderrama It's no secret actor Wilmer Valderrama was Lovato's first true love. But, after nearly six years together, the couple announced they had broken up in June 2016."The sparks never faded, but there are issues that I haven't conquered yet that I know I won't conquer if I'm relying on somebody else to take care of the loneliness.In 2010, the singer punched a backup dancer, Alex "Shorty" Welch, on a plane, and entered rehab shortly thereafter.According to Lovato, Welch had tattled on her for throwing a wild hotel party.Since the singer recently explained she's open to dating both men and women in her "Simply Complicated" documentary -- saying, "I am open to human connection, so whether that's through a male or a female that doesn't matter to me" -- the talk show host included both sexes in the challenge.Just a few of the celebs she threw past her: Zac Efron, The Weeknd, Harry Styles, Niall Horan, Bruno Mars, Kristen Stewart, Michael B. Lovato clearly had a hard time picking between some of them, as she let her personal relationships cloud her judgment just a little bit.